2013 went out with a hiss and 2014 came in with a bang! Nothing that i planned to happen came to fruition. I was so excited I have always loved New Years Eve. Ever since I can remember I have observed it by staying up all night looking at Dick Clark's Rocking New Eve show.
When I was a kid the all lure was simply getting to stay up all night with my brothers and watching my favorite musicians perform. Pretending I was not sleepy so that i wouldn't get sent to bed.
Of course as a teenager, this same ritual was accompanied by the phone pressed to my cheek with my best friend on the other end. Both of us giggling like mad and talking about boys.
As an adult, same deal. A good friend is always near by. Much giggling is occurring as well as switching channels watching for celebrities and musicians. Except now there is reflection. Lots of reflection. Where am I? Who am? What did I accomplish this year?...etc.
It's a good time to purge. Clean house. Out with the old, in with the new. Be honest and open. I also have a kind of ritual to help with the purging, healing process that I do but was unable to do it as planned.
I'm kinda bummed, because this year I was at work and for the first time in my life, my first 2 interactions in a new year were with virtual strangers. No friend in sight. My Co worker was the first person to hug me and then i received a text from an acquaintance i know thru someone else wishing me a happy new year. So yeah, I was bummed. But life goes on and in true purple mind fashion, I moved on. The year has been rocky ever since. I hope that poor start is not a harbinger of more to come.
My frame of mind us shifting though. My life and my perceptions of my life are up to me and me only. The miserable feeling I experienced that night are fading. Being replaced by more positive actions. I'm putting me in charge of my Joy. I love it!! Stay tuned for more. Peace
Monday, January 6, 2014
About a purple mind
Intro to me.
Facts about me and the color purple:
What Does all of that have to do with me, luvOn? So many similarities. Like the color purple, I too am a compilation of many strong, phenomenal people. Quiet unassuming people, that you wouldn't know were awesome until you get to know them and they let you see it. I love it. Most look at me and see what I want them to see. I'm selective about whom I allow to see me. They must be worthy.
I too am rare. All humans are unique. But i am rare. You will rarely meet someone as complex yet simple as me. The depth of me astounding yet oh so worth it for those who stick around.
The force behind my love will overwhelm most. I actually warn people against loving me or me loving them because it's very powerful. I used to hate that about me because of the pain involved. But no more. I give up. It is what it is.
My vibe is strong like the wavelength of purple.
You will know when you have my attention. You will know when you don't as well.
As far as the nobility attached to purple, that fits me as well. I may not have the posture of a queen or the blue bloodline to solidify my spot o the throne, but I am a warrior queen. It comes thru at the oddest of times. I notice it during difficult, stressful times. I may break and show weakness and but that's on the outside. Even as I am breaking down, my mind is preparing to fight. It really sucks too because, sometimes I want to give up. Just say FUCKIT!! BUT DAMITT IT I CAN'T! Something won't let me. So the fight to do whatever is needed is on. Stay tuned for more. Peace
Facts about me and the color purple:
- Purple is a range of hues of colors between red and blue.
- The color purple is rare in nature.
- Purple is also the most powerful visible wavelength in the rainbow. Just a few steps away from x rays and gamma rays.
- Purple symbolizes nobility and royalty to most people.
What Does all of that have to do with me, luvOn? So many similarities. Like the color purple, I too am a compilation of many strong, phenomenal people. Quiet unassuming people, that you wouldn't know were awesome until you get to know them and they let you see it. I love it. Most look at me and see what I want them to see. I'm selective about whom I allow to see me. They must be worthy.
I too am rare. All humans are unique. But i am rare. You will rarely meet someone as complex yet simple as me. The depth of me astounding yet oh so worth it for those who stick around.
The force behind my love will overwhelm most. I actually warn people against loving me or me loving them because it's very powerful. I used to hate that about me because of the pain involved. But no more. I give up. It is what it is.
My vibe is strong like the wavelength of purple.
You will know when you have my attention. You will know when you don't as well.
As far as the nobility attached to purple, that fits me as well. I may not have the posture of a queen or the blue bloodline to solidify my spot o the throne, but I am a warrior queen. It comes thru at the oddest of times. I notice it during difficult, stressful times. I may break and show weakness and but that's on the outside. Even as I am breaking down, my mind is preparing to fight. It really sucks too because, sometimes I want to give up. Just say FUCKIT!! BUT DAMITT IT I CAN'T! Something won't let me. So the fight to do whatever is needed is on. Stay tuned for more. Peace
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